The worst feeling in the world is sadness, when everyone around you are so happy and you are drowning in feelings you didn’t know existed.
It feels like you are sailing alone in a stormy sea, and in the horizon, you can glance an island with happy people, you scream at the top of your lungs but they just don’t hear you. It’s so frustrating, sometimes you just want to jump in the water and let the waves take you. But you keep fighting.
I’m not so happy right now, all I want to do is sleep, because when I sleep everything is fine. Every day gets harder right now. But I keep fighting, someday I will wake up happy again. But it’s not now.