AND IT GIVES ME ANXIETY, I haven’t felt like this in a year. My stomach has completely crumbled, and I don’t want to go there tomorrow. I said no to the other school, and I’m happy that I did. Because I would lose all my grades, but I can’t go where I am now. I can’t point out what’s wrong, it’s just overall. Two idiots in one of my classes, who won’t leave me alone.
But I’ll fight through this semester, then I’m going to find a solution over summer. I will figure out something good, I can’t quit school, ’cause it’s really fun to learn. I hate math, but when you get the hang of it I can sit for hours, (the only problem is, that we go through our math books so fast that you don’t really learn something) But I like to get smarter, to know what I argue about, so that I can win.
There are schools in Sweden where you can study from home, but only a few, and they’re really far from Gothenburg. And it won’t get better sitting at home all day either, I have to come up with something. I really have anxiety over this. And I thought that a hairmask and a facemask would solve all my problems before. Haha, that was the first thing I did after my boyfriend left before! Now, I’m going to play some glee music and jump into the shower!
It looks really fun to study, haha wish it felt the same! Feels real sucky to spend the last night on your break on math…