GOODMORNING!

Today I need to be home from school, I’m gonna go to a pshycologist and then a doctor. I just want it all to be over now, I hate to be in pain all the time.

And I hate to feel so lonely in this world (I know that I’m not lonely). I’m tired of all my sick thoughts. I just want it all to be okey again. Me having good grades and not worry about not being accepted to any schools.

At my boyfriend

Sorry that I haven’t posted this weekend, but I’ve been at my boyfriend. And it was so fun, I was supposed to post yesterday but I felt like shit all day.

We were with his friends and it was super fun!! We drank some alcohol on the evening, not much tho. A little 😉

He also has a blog, here’s the link

The world got to share some really sad news on friday evening. That Avicii has passed away, he has inspired so many people. He did not deserve all the shit he’s been through. But the world is cruel and so unfair. I send my prayers to his near and his family ❤

MC Feast and my boyfriend

After school today me, my littlebrother and father went to a nearby mall. My little brother bought a pair of shoes.

Then we got McDonalds. I love Mc Feast, i can’t describe how much. It’s INSANE.

Look how cute my boyfriend is, I literally die the cuteness death everytime I see him. Especially when he sleeps.

New Nails!!!

What do you think??

I made them verry long this time, and I like it super much!

I made it with gel as always, and then I did the dabbing teqnice on the glitter nail.

The Black nail polish is from Ciate and it’s in the colour “unrestricted glam”

And the glitter nail polish is from Essie, the colour is “set in stones”

Cozy home day

I woke up with a stomach pain and a little sadness. I dream about really strange thing, like panic attack and being hospilitazed.

Anyways, I woke up at 12 O’clock. Then I’ve watched the last episode of Star. I’m so excited for the next season.

But what should I watch now? Say some good series in the comments!

Now I’ve just eaten breakfast, it hurts in my little tummy.

Isn’t this pajamas cute?? Little cookie monster 😂

Röda sten konsthall

It was super fun at the painting course!! Today we did schabloons, and then we took a paper that reacteed to UV-light and sun light.

So you but the schabloon on and then parts that don’t hit the light gets white. And the parts that hit the lights get dark.

It was super fun!

On the way home I took a mcdonaldas , my dad drove me to Gothenburg and home today. So that was nice. I had such a pain after that milkshake. I have time at the doctor again on Monday.

But now I’m pepping myself for school tommorrow. ❤