Not happy.

The latest couple of months, I’ve been feeling insecure about myself. I’ve also been very sad and felt like my life is in 1000 pieces. I just want to write all my feelings down.  Feeling insecure about yourself is heartbreaking, this is usually the thought that wanders around my head the most. It really tears […]

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School tomorrow

AND IT GIVES ME ANXIETY, I haven’t felt like this in a year. My stomach has completely crumbled, and I don’t want to go there tomorrow. I said no to the other school, and I’m happy that I did. Because I would lose all my grades, but I can’t go where I am now. I […]

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Anxiety

Lately, I’ve been feeling a lot of anxiety, I don’t know what it depends on really. I just get this twisty feeling in my tummy and I get a really hard time breathing. And I literally hate it, it often comes when I see something that reminds me of a hard time in my life. […]

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He’s my calm place

I met my boyfriend yesterday and I’ve missed him so so much, we haven’t seen each other in 3 weeks, but he was at a driver school in Sweden and took his drivers license, and HE MADE IT! I’m so happy for him ❤️ I always get so calm when I meet him, it’s like […]

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Art.

Today is wednesday, that means painting at Röda Stens konsthall. Always fun, I finished the schabloon I started with last week. Next week I’m gonna spray paint it. This is my bestfriends picture. link to his blog here. When I paint or create something I stop thinking about all the bad shit. And it’s so […]

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On the road again.

Today I’m going to Gothenburg! I wasn’t in school today, I had pain in my little tummy this morning. I get so stressed out by not being in school, and that only makes my depression worse. But going to school makes me sad. It’s like plus minus one. I feel like a failure, I have […]

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A sad day

I LITERALLY CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE. My day has been shit. Shit from the beginning to the end. I missed school today for my pshycologist and for my doctor. Gonna miss the whole day tomorrow or just a little bit, don’t know. But I’m so stressed. I have to run some more tests tomorrow, the […]

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