How can I sum up my day? Sadness, sadness, and fell asleep 3 times today at school. AT MY MATH CLASS. HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE. IT HAS NEVER HAPPENED ME BEFORE.
But I’m so tired, I got to sleep 6 hours last night, so I understand why I’m so tired.
But my day has been really sad also, I don’t know if the weather has something to do with it. But I got a comment today that made me break down, literally. So, not so fun…
I have a looooong day tomorrow, I start at 8 am and my school ends… at 16:30. So, I will be sleepy tomorrow also, but on the bright side. I have a 2-hour long break so I can study. Hahaha, I’m trying to look on the bright side nowadays, prepare for a new happier me.
And I have to stop talking about my school so much?
I’m in my bed now, and it’s so cozy and I’m going to pack up my winter duvet soon. But from one thing to another, every other animal on earth get winter fur, but we have to buy coats, jackets and extra warm clothes? I think it’s really weird, why is every other organism suited for earth and not us… These Instagram conspiracies make me crazy.
Look at my new notebook, I have this for my chemistry class. Haha I think it’s sooo cute.
Yesterday me and my boyfriend didn’t do ANYTHING. Well, we went to the store and bought a salad? HAHA NO MCDONALDS FOR ME. I’m just joking, but it was the first time I ate that salad, and it was pretty good.
Today we went to a mall and looked for beds, but while we jumped out of the car. MY FUCKING PHONE FELL AND NOW THE WHOLE SCREEN IS CRACKED. I literally hate myself. So I went comfort shopping for art stuff, it was a good shopping. Rip my bank account. And we went to Mcdonalds…. We are at my place again, we got here today.
I just did painted/did my nails and currently waiting for them to dry so I can paint a top coat. My boyfriend is looking for cars, do you guys know any good car brands? except for volvo…
Maybe I should start eating healthy stuff?? Acai-Bowls are so delicious, and this salad too…
Hahahha, I thought I would do a little different kind of post tonight.
I was scrolling through my gallery, and I saw some funny pictures of me. No maybe they’re not so fun.
this was 3 years ago, me and my cousin was at an event. Hahah and we met Mamma Mu?
I look the same as I did 3 years ago…
Hahah this was when I had a fringe, in Sweden we call fringes Lugg. And I was called “Luggn” at the time, but my bestfriend still calls me that.
I was so little and so cute, I miss my long hair so muuch!!
The story behind this photo was, I laid in bed and screamed for my cousin to take a photo of me. Because I felt so cute 😂😭
My biggest life struggle ever has been my style, I’ve never known how to dress myself. The caption says “when you found your style” and hahaha I really felt it there.
This was exactly one week after the picture above was taken. I COLOURED MY HAIR PINK. I literally had a midlife crisis last autumn 🙃
This was like one month ago, I felt so cute 😍😍
3:00 AM thoughts.
I can’t move from my bed, it feels like I’ve grown into it. Like a tree.
I want to stop breathing, I want to just shut my eyes till everything gets better.
This is so hard, how am I ever gonna make it through?
I want to distract my thoughts all the time, but it’s getting harder and harder. I just can’t do it anymore.
I just want some company this rainy and lonely night. But if you were here, would I still cry?
My sheets are clean, but my teardrops makes it wet, and my eyes are soggy.
It feels like everything is about me, but in one way it is. Because it’s my life… Of course I am in the middle, I’m in the middle of all the shit that is happening right now.
This weekend was good, I spent it with my family. And I had myself some good laughs. But I’m still sad.