Why my blog was on private.

Last week my classmates in school found out I had a blog. I got super scared and was so afraid of being bullied, and I still am. I have opened myself up so much for this blog, and I haven’t even had a thought of the consiquens it had.

I don’t know if I want to keep writing on this blog. I created this blog so that I could write myself off. Every thought I had, like a journal.

It feels so open now. I don’t know what to do.

And I’m so sorry for my readers that my blog was on private. ❤

A sad day

I LITERALLY CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE.

My day has been shit. Shit from the beginning to the end. I missed school today for my pshycologist and for my doctor. Gonna miss the whole day tomorrow or just a little bit, don’t know. But I’m so stressed.

I have to run some more tests tomorrow, the doctor I had today was really good. So that calms me alot actually. I’m so scared that I have cancer, and I can notice on the doctors that they also are scared.

I don’t know how to feel happy, I’m sad all the fricking time. My pshycologist has diagnosed me with depression. He did it the last time I was there.

And it feels like I’m just talking about how I sad I am, and I feel like a problem. Because everybody talks about me like a problem. And I ruin for everybody all the time. But this blog is my diary.

Anyways, tomorrow I’m gonna try to watch a K-drama if I have time. One of my readers said I should watch it! And I defiently will!

The weather sucked today. Haha this day has been shit.

Did I had fun on the coloring class?

Yes, I had! I colored a very plain picture, and then we sat with some clay and played! so it was really fun! I was so lucky so my mom was going to Gothenburg, so I didn’t have to take the bus and then the train. So she dropped me off and picked me up.

btw… the test before didn’t go that well…

When I just arrived me and my best friend took Subway! check his blog out, Link to his blog!

Here is outside of the art class, it’s so pretty. I can’t even.

Here you can see the Eriksbergs Kranen and one of Stena Lines ship.

In here we painted. We had so much fun! I’m really excited for next week!

Me and my mom saw a really pretty sunset on the way home!

HAPPY EASTER!

HAPPY EASTER!!! I know it’s one day late… but I haven’t had the time to write any blog post the latest couple of days.

And I don’t know if I’m able to this week either. I have so many things scheduled. Some bloggers fly around to other countries just to go to a meeting. HOW CAN THEY NOT STRESS THE FUCK OUT?!?!?!

Hope you had a good easter! I definitely had 😉 My boyfriend was here from Thursday to Friday, and then on Sunday to today, I was at him. He gives the warmest hugs ever, I miss him so much… ❤

I did my x-ray on Thursday! They’re gonna call this o next week to tell me if I have a serious sickness or anything like that. I’m super scared that I have cancer, but maybe it’s just my brain-ghosts.

Write in the comments what you did this easter!