Not happy.

The latest couple of months, I’ve been feeling insecure about myself. I’ve also been very sad and felt like my life is in 1000 pieces. I just want to write all my feelings down.  Feeling insecure about yourself is heartbreaking, this is usually the thought that wanders around my head the most. It really tears […]

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Anxiety

Lately, I’ve been feeling a lot of anxiety, I don’t know what it depends on really. I just get this twisty feeling in my tummy and I get a really hard time breathing. And I literally hate it, it often comes when I see something that reminds me of a hard time in my life. […]

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The store

Me and my boyfriend woke up 15 o’clock today… and probably tomorrow too, fuck. I hate to wake up late and feel like I’ve thrown my whole day away. We ate pizza today, my mother and little brother was at my grandparents and helped them recieve 200 wine barrells from France. It sounds really really […]

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Art.

Today is wednesday, that means painting at Röda Stens konsthall. Always fun, I finished the schabloon I started with last week. Next week I’m gonna spray paint it. This is my bestfriends picture. link to his blog here. When I paint or create something I stop thinking about all the bad shit. And it’s so […]

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On the road again.

Today I’m going to Gothenburg! I wasn’t in school today, I had pain in my little tummy this morning. I get so stressed out by not being in school, and that only makes my depression worse. But going to school makes me sad. It’s like plus minus one. I feel like a failure, I have […]

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A sad day

I LITERALLY CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE. My day has been shit. Shit from the beginning to the end. I missed school today for my pshycologist and for my doctor. Gonna miss the whole day tomorrow or just a little bit, don’t know. But I’m so stressed. I have to run some more tests tomorrow, the […]

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GOODMORNING!

Today I need to be home from school, I’m gonna go to a pshycologist and then a doctor. I just want it all to be over now, I hate to be in pain all the time. And I hate to feel so lonely in this world (I know that I’m not lonely). I’m tired of […]

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