What have I been doing this five days?

It’s in the middle of the night right now, but it’s Swedens nationality day tomorrow so we have a day off from school. Anyways, it’s been like 5 days since I posted, and I’m sorry about that. But I’ve had so much going on the latest couple of days. This weekend I was with my boyfriend, and I wanted to be with him and not keep up with the blog. I was in school today btw.

I was at the hospital two days ago, and I got some new medications that I’m going to take for 2 months. It’s exhausting. But it will turn out good, I hope.

Last Friday we were on a checkup for our car, everything was perfect with it.

Once I got home I took a glass of ice tea, it was good. Hahahahah, the bunny that’s on the floor is our bunny’s toy. He likes to lick on it??

Here is me and my boyfriend, I love him so so much. Look how cute we are, I miss him, but we will meet again on Friday <3.

I spent the whole weekend with my boyfriend, so on Saturday his best friend and his best friends girlfriend went with us and took a little bath in the little sea nearby. I’ve only swum in the ocean before, so it was the first time ever my foot was dipped in the sea.

I have to study for a test on the second world war tomorrow, not so fun :/

And I have the biggest stomach pain from the medications I’m taking right now, hope the pain fades off soon 😦

On my way home

You may think that I’ve been in bed all day and slept. No, I’ve been at a doctor in Gothenburg. We did some allergy tests, apparently I’m allergic to cats and dogs. But I’ve never felt anything when I’ve been petting dogs, so that’s weird.

Anyways, now I’m on my way home. I’m so tired, it’s not even fun. Tomorrow I’m going to my psychologist, not so fun either. I wish I didn’t need to go to all these places, on monday I’m going to the hospital again for my stomach.

I wish I was whole and well, I must have very bad carma 🙃

They dotted different liquides on my arm, then they poked tiny holes. And then they saw what I reacted to. It was so easy? But we went there because my pollen medications have stopped working.

Gothenburg looks so beautiful in the summer 😍

Now me and dad are blasting Avicii on the way home

Hello Again

I’ve really missed this blog, I’ve noticed that I become more sad when I don’t write.

Well, since the last time I wrote on here I’ve done pretty much actually. Hahaha, but still can’t drag my ass to school 🙃

Anyways, I was in Poland with my

class. It was an experience, we visited Auswitch.

I wasn’t in school all last week, because. I’ve catched another sickeness again. UTI, but it’s gone now so it’s okay. How many times have you’ve been on antibiotics? My latest half year, I’ve taken antibiotics 3 times. It’s crazy when you think about it.

I’m going to the hospital again the 4th of June, I wonder what they’ll say. I’m actually really nervous. But whatever happens they’ll find out what’s wrong with me.

Here comes some pictures!!

Took my first dopp (as we say in Sweden) in the ocean last friday. Let me tell you, it was so cold. But it’s so hot outside right now, like 26°C. 😅

A sad day

I LITERALLY CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE.

My day has been shit. Shit from the beginning to the end. I missed school today for my pshycologist and for my doctor. Gonna miss the whole day tomorrow or just a little bit, don’t know. But I’m so stressed.

I have to run some more tests tomorrow, the doctor I had today was really good. So that calms me alot actually. I’m so scared that I have cancer, and I can notice on the doctors that they also are scared.

I don’t know how to feel happy, I’m sad all the fricking time. My pshycologist has diagnosed me with depression. He did it the last time I was there.

And it feels like I’m just talking about how I sad I am, and I feel like a problem. Because everybody talks about me like a problem. And I ruin for everybody all the time. But this blog is my diary.

Anyways, tomorrow I’m gonna try to watch a K-drama if I have time. One of my readers said I should watch it! And I defiently will!

The weather sucked today. Haha this day has been shit.

GOODMORNING!

Today I need to be home from school, I’m gonna go to a pshycologist and then a doctor. I just want it all to be over now, I hate to be in pain all the time.

And I hate to feel so lonely in this world (I know that I’m not lonely). I’m tired of all my sick thoughts. I just want it all to be okey again. Me having good grades and not worry about not being accepted to any schools.

My 3 Favorites TV-Series

Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl is about a couple of teenagers living in Upper East Side in New York. They live the most flashy life you can imagine, but a boy from Brooklyn and his little sister start in the same private school as the rich teenagers, and a site on the internet starts to write rumors about everyone in that school. 

This must be my favorite series of all time, I love Serena, she’s a goddess. I love the drama also, I wish I lived their glammy life. Imagine living in an apartment in New York bigger than IKEA, and having an own butler. Blair Waldorf is so funny too, and she says the most amazing quotes.

Gossip Girl

 

Teen Wolf

The whole series starts with two boys going out in the woods, Stiles and Scott. Some creepy stuff happens that night, but the day after a new girl starts in their school. She’s pretty, funny and smart, her name is Allison. Scott starts to act weird and they found out a terrifying thing, but at the same time, it’s something very exciting. 

I’ve never seen a cuter relationship than Allisons and Scotts, the whole squad is so funny. And Stiles says the dumbest and funniest things ever. At the same time, it’s exciting and you will need a blanket and some popcorn for this series.

Teen Wolf

 

Grey’s Anatomy

The series starts with Meredith Grey beginning as an intern at a hospital in Seattle. She meets her best friend and her boyfriend there. It’s a drama series, with a lot of operations. For more than 14 seasons you can watch her grow and become a better surgeon. 

For the latest couples of years, I’ve watched this series with all of my life, it’s like eat sleep grey’s anatomy repeat. At first, you won’t like some of the doctors, but you will after some time. Because they really attach to you.

Greys anatomy

 

What’s your favorite TV-series? ❤