The latest couple of months, I’ve been feeling insecure about myself. I’ve also been very sad and felt like my life is in 1000 pieces. I just want to write all my feelings down. Feeling insecure about yourself is heartbreaking, this is usually the thought that wanders around my head the most. It really tears […]Read More Not happy.
Today I’m going to Gothenburg! I wasn’t in school today, I had pain in my little tummy this morning. I get so stressed out by not being in school, and that only makes my depression worse. But going to school makes me sad. It’s like plus minus one. I feel like a failure, I have […]Read More On the road again.
I LITERALLY CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE. My day has been shit. Shit from the beginning to the end. I missed school today for my pshycologist and for my doctor. Gonna miss the whole day tomorrow or just a little bit, don’t know. But I’m so stressed. I have to run some more tests tomorrow, the […]Read More A sad day
Today I need to be home from school, I’m gonna go to a pshycologist and then a doctor. I just want it all to be over now, I hate to be in pain all the time. And I hate to feel so lonely in this world (I know that I’m not lonely). I’m tired of […]Read More GOODMORNING!
I had so much pain today also, so I didn’t go to school. Typical me, typical life. I’ve been sad all day, I miss my boyfriend so much. I have pain all the time and I’ve washed my shoes 3 times in the washing machine. But I took a long walk, so it made me feel a […]Read More Sad day.
3:00 AM thoughts. I can’t move from my bed, it feels like I’ve grown into it. Like a tree. I want to stop breathing, I want to just shut my eyes till everything gets better. This is so hard, how am I ever gonna make it through? I want to distract my thoughts all the […]Read More 3:00 AM thoughts.