Tired girl.

How can I sum up my day? Sadness, sadness, and fell asleep 3 times today at school. AT MY MATH CLASS. HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE. IT HAS NEVER HAPPENED ME BEFORE.
But I’m so tired, I got to sleep 6 hours last night, so I understand why I’m so tired.
But my day has been really sad also, I don’t know if the weather has something to do with it. But I got a comment today that made me break down, literally. So, not so fun…

I have a looooong day tomorrow, I start at 8 am and my school ends… at 16:30. So, I will be sleepy tomorrow also, but on the bright side. I have a 2-hour long break so I can study. Hahaha, I’m trying to look on the bright side nowadays, prepare for a new happier me.
And I have to stop talking about my school so much?

I’m in my bed now, and it’s so cozy and I’m going to pack up my winter duvet soon. But from one thing to another, every other animal on earth get winter fur, but we have to buy coats, jackets and extra warm clothes? I think it’s really weird, why is every other organism suited for earth and not us… These Instagram conspiracies make me crazy.

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Look at my new notebook, I have this for my chemistry class. Haha I think it’s sooo cute.

1st October

It has been so cold today, I had my fluffy socks on and a pair of booties but it was still so cold. My toes were literally blue when I took my socks off when I came home.
It wasn’t that fun today, we searched for different trees, bushes, dirt? and different insects. It was gross, we needed to catch spiders. AND CAPTURE THEM IN GLASS BOTTLES. I was so mad at the teacher and he was like ” they won’t be there forever”. But still.

I’ve tried to study some math today but I don’t understand it, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Everyone else gets it so fast, and I’m sitting there like a question mark. I have such a headache too, haha the complaining life of me.

Can you see the rainbow?? It’s so cute, I thought of my boyfriend when I saw it. I miss him so much, but I’ll probably meet him again this weekend. He moved in with his best friend last week. Exciting to see how they live.

It’s really autumn now, in exactly one month I’m turning 16, and I can start to drive a real car. SOOO EXCITED.

-> School

Right now I’m sitting on the bus, I just want this day to go quick so I can go home and study some more math then sleep. I only slept 6 hours tonight, and I’ll probably do it again today. But on Wednesday I start 12:50 ūüėć

We have a math test on thursday, 3 chapters. And last week I got a brilliant idea to redo the 3 chapters, ’cause I didn’t understand anything.

What more do I have this week? It’s not so much I think, we’re going to stsrt something new in English and Swedish, but it’s usually no homework. I have some words in German to study.

I have to change bus now, see you later!

Hahahah look at my ugly ass hand, I shouldv’e cropped the picture.

Outfit 30/9


Jacket/ Vingino   Jeans/ Twintip  Hoodie/ New Look 915  Shoes/ Rieker

I haven’t done much today, my boyfriend went home around 2. We watched Modern Family all morning, and after he left I started with my math and german, since then I’ve watched Gilmore Girls.
I have no idea what to watch after Gilmore Girls is done, have any of you guys any tips? and also have you ever watched scream? not the movie, the series?

Tomorrow we’re going to an island with my class, we’re going to dig in some dirt and see what kind of dirt it is. SO FUN. I hope you could hear my irony through the screen. We quit school around 2, and I won’t be home before 5 or something like that. Ugh, hate to live this far from the school.

But I’m going to get to sleep soon, so goodnight!

see you tomorrow

Doctors. Hospitals. Can it be over soon?

I’m tired to my bones, I’m going to bed soon, after this blog post. But I wanted to tell you about my day.
You know that I’ve been visiting the hospital for a while now because I have stomach pain. Really bad one. I had a surgery 2 years ago (I can tell you more about it in another post,¬†if you want ofc. Comment! )¬† But they think it’s¬†consequences of that surgery.
Sooo, I have an appointment for a CT x-ray, I don’t know what happens if they see what they’re looking for, maybe another surgery?
Anyways, about the math test last Friday, I think it went well. And after that my boyfriend came, he was here the whole weekend.
Goodnight, sleep tight! ‚̧

Yeees I’m listening to XXXTENTACION.

Can it be weekend soon? :(

I’ve done some math now, I’m so so so tired, it’s almost unbelieveble, I’m going to sleep so good tonight, I was in school today. Going to treat myself later. I’m so nervous for the test on friday. I don’t know what to study…. this is literally making me nuts.

I have such a stomache pain, It hurts when i move or have my hands on the left side. I finally got an appointment next week to the doctors.

I had a “fight” with a girl in school today also, it wasn’t fun. I don’t feel wanted in my class by so many people. But some girls in the class are so nice. Anyways, have a good evening everyone! ‚̧

Do you have any good blog post ideas I can do??

This was my outfit today!

Bracelet: Thomas Sabo

Hat: H&M

Pants: Carlings

Shirt: Diesel

Shoes: Adidas x Selena Gomez (I haven’t worn them since I bought them, I have used them max 8 times)