I was in Gothenburg with my boyfriend

As always, me and my boyfriend spent the weekend together. This time, he was at my place. And we went to Gothenburg, i needed to run som arrends.

Hahaha I just needed to buy a pair of high heels and a birthday present to my mommie, her birthday is today.

It’s so aesthetically pleasing with trams, you now undergrounds but overground. I always feel sick when I ride trams? And it always smells pee…

Then me and my boyfriend went to Röda Sten to watch ferries, and boats. WE MISSED THEM. Still angry to be honest.

He always takes cute pictures of me, he took some pictures on the real camera. But I just screenshoted this one.

This was when I tried on some high heels, and I wore costume pants. They look real ugly in the camera.

(My name is Caroline, and my boyfriend thought this was some flashy ass shoes, and they are. So I bought them)

What have I been doing this five days?

It’s in the middle of the night right now, but it’s Swedens nationality day tomorrow so we have a day off from school. Anyways, it’s been like 5 days since I posted, and I’m sorry about that. But I’ve had so much going on the latest couple of days. This weekend I was with my boyfriend, and I wanted to be with him and not keep up with the blog. I was in school today btw.

I was at the hospital two days ago, and I got some new medications that I’m going to take for 2 months. It’s exhausting. But it will turn out good, I hope.

Last Friday we were on a checkup for our car, everything was perfect with it.

Once I got home I took a glass of ice tea, it was good. Hahahahah, the bunny that’s on the floor is our bunny’s toy. He likes to lick on it??

Here is me and my boyfriend, I love him so so much. Look how cute we are, I miss him, but we will meet again on Friday <3.

I spent the whole weekend with my boyfriend, so on Saturday his best friend and his best friends girlfriend went with us and took a little bath in the little sea nearby. I’ve only swum in the ocean before, so it was the first time ever my foot was dipped in the sea.

I have to study for a test on the second world war tomorrow, not so fun :/

And I have the biggest stomach pain from the medications I’m taking right now, hope the pain fades off soon 😦

Röda sten konsthall

It was super fun at the painting course!! Today we did schabloons, and then we took a paper that reacteed to UV-light and sun light.

So you but the schabloon on and then parts that don’t hit the light gets white. And the parts that hit the lights get dark.

It was super fun!

On the way home I took a mcdonaldas , my dad drove me to Gothenburg and home today. So that was nice. I had such a pain after that milkshake. I have time at the doctor again on Monday.

But now I’m pepping myself for school tommorrow. ❤

Universeum? La Pain Franceis?

My boyfriend came on Friday after I went to the psychologist, it went well by the way! I have a meeting next week again, so we’ll see how it goes!

Yesterday (Saturday, 14th April) I and my boyfriend went to Gothenburg and we met my best friend ( http://kingkatz.blogg.se/). We had a really fun time, at first we went to Mcdonalds and ate, MC feast as always. Then we got an idea to go to Universeum! It was really fun and we had a lot of fun with the little children!

Seahorses are so cute! Especially this one, have you ever seen seahorses giving birth? It’s sick.

Can you find Nemo? I think I see a little Dory also.

We wanted to see monkeys but they were asleep… And the sloths were also asleep but you could see them anyways. So that was something. A tip, if you want to Universeum with your kids. Go before midday, because the animals go to sleep pretty early, around 2 o’clock.

And to end the day we went to Le Pain Francais, it’s so good there. I want to become old now, and have my own apartment and a job, and go to cafes after work.

yesss… it’s beer. In Sweden, it’s legal to drink when you’re 18.

Sadness

The worst feeling in the world is sadness, when everyone around you are so happy and you are drowning in feelings you didn’t know existed.
It feels like you are sailing alone in a stormy sea, and in the horizon, you can glance an island with happy people, you scream at the top of your lungs but they just don’t hear you. It’s so frustrating, sometimes you just want to jump in the water and let the waves take you. But you keep fighting.

I’m not so happy right now, all I want to do is sleep, because when I sleep everything is fine. Every day gets harder right now. But I keep fighting, someday I will wake up happy again. But it’s not now.