Art.

Today is wednesday, that means painting at Röda Stens konsthall. Always fun, I finished the schabloon I started with last week.

Next week I’m gonna spray paint it. This is my bestfriends picture. link to his blog here.

When I paint or create something I stop thinking about all the bad shit. And it’s so relieving.

I’m gonna talk to my boyfriend now, say goodnight.

Goodnight, sleep tight! ❤

On the road again.

Today I’m going to Gothenburg! I wasn’t in school today, I had pain in my little tummy this morning.

I get so stressed out by not being in school, and that only makes my depression worse. But going to school makes me sad. It’s like plus minus one. I feel like a failure, I have F in one subject, it stresses me out even more.

See you later guys ❤

A sad day

I LITERALLY CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE.

My day has been shit. Shit from the beginning to the end. I missed school today for my pshycologist and for my doctor. Gonna miss the whole day tomorrow or just a little bit, don’t know. But I’m so stressed.

I have to run some more tests tomorrow, the doctor I had today was really good. So that calms me alot actually. I’m so scared that I have cancer, and I can notice on the doctors that they also are scared.

I don’t know how to feel happy, I’m sad all the fricking time. My pshycologist has diagnosed me with depression. He did it the last time I was there.

And it feels like I’m just talking about how I sad I am, and I feel like a problem. Because everybody talks about me like a problem. And I ruin for everybody all the time. But this blog is my diary.

Anyways, tomorrow I’m gonna try to watch a K-drama if I have time. One of my readers said I should watch it! And I defiently will!

The weather sucked today. Haha this day has been shit.

HAPPY EASTER!

HAPPY EASTER!!! I know it’s one day late… but I haven’t had the time to write any blog post the latest couple of days.

And I don’t know if I’m able to this week either. I have so many things scheduled. Some bloggers fly around to other countries just to go to a meeting. HOW CAN THEY NOT STRESS THE FUCK OUT?!?!?!

Hope you had a good easter! I definitely had 😉 My boyfriend was here from Thursday to Friday, and then on Sunday to today, I was at him. He gives the warmest hugs ever, I miss him so much… ❤

I did my x-ray on Thursday! They’re gonna call this o next week to tell me if I have a serious sickness or anything like that. I’m super scared that I have cancer, but maybe it’s just my brain-ghosts.

Write in the comments what you did this easter!